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A PL senior of mine commited suicide and passed away a week ago. She was one year older than me. I didnt know her personally but i've seen her around during my secondary school days. Her death is probably affecting me more because she was around our age. i started to ponder about life and i wonder how did she even find that amount of courage to jump? I simply cannot believe that there was no other way out than this. :/

I cant judge because i dont really know the full extent of the story. But i feel sad for her parents and her friends that were close to her. They are probably hurting more than evermore. A part of them has been lost in the process of losing their daughter and their beloved friend. How can you ever take away that kind of guilt and pain?

I was making my way home on the 136 bus and i saw a little girl sitting in front of me. Her parents were teaching her how to press the doorbell and she was so delighted that she kept pressing the doorbell. The smile on her face was simply enchanting and it melted my heart. That was life at its best. Life was beautiful.

Her death has taught me to live. i want to live more than ever before. i want to treasure my life and i want to live a life that is filled with purpose. I have dreams and aspirations and i want to fufill them. Life sucks at time but if you can find a reason to be sad then you can definitely find a reason to be happy.

In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

My deepest condolences to her parents and friends.